Teeth whitening confessions
I'm taking full responsibility
The seventh grade hallway
It was the typical after school special of emotions
I grew old fast and missed the gorgeous things in between.
I'll be whatever you want baby,
a thirteen year old whore
I'll be whoever you want baby.
I turned tricks, no it wasn't sex
innocent man.
did you know our foreheads fit?
Two teenage kids standing outside my parents house forehead to forhead the night before he went away to college, in New York.
do you know I still run to the mail box.
I did love him, and I didn't know how to love him.
that dish faced man.
I just didn't want to be alone, I'd say anything I thought he wanted to hear.
charmer manipulator
and before the anesthesia hit, I remember him saying.
I don't know who you are anymore,
where are you?
You said that.
You knew about this all along
Ten years and I never listened and I've said horrible things
I only listened to what I wanted to hear,
You weren't ever going to tell me, how the fuck could you?
Where are my words of apology?