Tuesday, January 29, 2002

Before I kill myself trying to wedge my foot into this glass slipper, let me make a few things clear.
First of all I think it's kind of sexy that William Rehnquist gives his speech beneath the left breast of Justice *teehee.
Second, if Governor Grey has a soul, or wishes to keep it intact through "another election year" he'd do best NOT make his decision to hang Anderson, for merely "political gain."
and lastly. How many self righteous commando movies does it take to inspire a troop of armed soldiers to attach "I *heart* NY pins to grenades and lob them into a building holding Taliban soldiers who'd rather die fighting than be detained by their 'enemy of God'.

There are still a lot of things I won't understand.
This is the dialogue I carry on with myself daily.


what else did I hear today?
you are what you are seeking

I am what I seek?
am I grace? me?
Grace, clarity, love, strength, peace of mind? Am I that last chance for this being who just can't seem to push through herself- This folds in on it's self.
So when I am in the shower, after a silent day of work, I can sob out only meanings I can comprehend. I am surrendering in this solitude
and it feels like
the tree that doesn't make a sound.


If the soul is void of personality, will you know me in heaven?