Friday, January 04, 2002

walking up the hill this morning.
Having the most incredible lucid thoughts about occum, and what I'd read from east/west, Mr Trinity, 8legs, living proof. Thinking about how Choire posted everyone's jan 1st and how we made this web, no I had a better word for it, actually it was a 3 dimensional geometrical image, tree of life that sort of stuff. Anyway, I am tripping out walking the dog thinking about this thinking that everyday I read you and everyday we effect each other and how brilliantly Choire discovered that, all of us had an underlying similar new year. This is beyond the obvious resolution, the point my trippy mind was trying to formulate was not only have we begun to read each others thoughts but in the great wheel of things we've become an organism of our own, same cycle, that sort of shit. Okay I'm still on the hill thinking this, and wondering how that hawk above my head will effect the rest of my day too. and oh how I loved the man walking the dark brown path below me with his two welsh Corgis rolling around him in the green grass, and it hits me, like really hard. I'm having a serious hypoglycemic attack! Finding it very hard to get down the hill, walking through the neighborhood wishing I'd just knock on someone's door for food. Get to the cafe eat a muffin, continue walking buy a Dr. Pepper, I haven't had one of those in probably 10 years.
Now I'm late for work